17 May, 2011

Personal Experience

My life before 9 months ago was extremely negative, I always thought about the bad things which were happening to me. I used to get low grades at school, fighting and troubles with my friends and family and also I've always hated myself for all of this. I found myself in the extremity of attempting a suicide because I hated everything and everyone around me and of course .. hated my life. I always let bad things take over and let them carry me away and I used to pity myself so everyone else will feel sorry for me, which that made feel much more worse. The night I tried to attempt the suicide by hanging myself something went wrong and didn't happen. It was the worst scene I've ever seen. Seeing myself in that miserable state!

Without knowing I was attracting more bad things into my life because I was the only person who was concentrating on those bad things.

Until - I discovered The Secret. June 2010 I was chosen for a journalism scholarship for a month in Germany. While I was there the worst thing happened, where I lost some important work which had to be done in few days before the deadlines. I said to myself that it was all my fault and I hated myself for what happened. I remember not talking to anyone because of the shame and because I felt like I'm the only looser! That night I had a conversation on the phone with a person from Malta who's my tutor at school and we chatted for hours and she told me about The Secret and the Law of Attraction. Few weeks after that my relationship had come to an end and then I felt like I wanted to die because 1 person was out of my life.  Immediately I started to search more about the secret and watched the DVD documentary and I was completely blown away by all the information and all the teachings!

Suddenly I felt something deep inside me saying to me that it was the time to change my life and knowing that I had the power in my hands to change it the way I wanted made it more interesting and got me hooked. From that moment I decided that I want to change my life and also help others too to change theirs.  I read the book The Secret and recently I read the Power.

Today I'm attracting in my life people with positive frequencies, I'm attracting great grades and also great positive experiences with friends. Things changed so magically that when I wake up in the morning each day I thank God for waking me up for another bright day and  say "I love my life". I never said that before but today I cannot stop saying it especially when I meet new people who are helping me to change more my life to a magical positive life.

I cannot express myself how grateful I am to everything which surround me and to all the people who are part of my life. Today I found myself helping others and serve as their motivator when I share my experience with them and show them that the The Power of The Law of Attraction is working all the time and it works according to what we ask for. I also managed to help these people to also change their perspective of life and got them to know about The Secret  and The Power.

Love

Love. What is love?

There are many versions of what love is .. But there's only one which fits perfect!

Love is complicated to understand, easy to build and never to forget! Those are the three pedestals which love stands on. Love is present when something or someone special is present! It could be the least simple object to the most special person. Love can take it's form into different forms such as hate, anger and jealousy.. when these signs are present there must be love behind all of those! Loves comes into your life when the least expected but it will leave its imprint depending on how you are treating it. Love should never be stored up inside, otherwise it will make you sick! However you must never give love to anyone who you bump into as love is the most precious feeling one can ever share and it's not a subject of sharing like sharing chocolates. It really must be something special!

Many have the idea that to love someone takes ages or takes complication .. actually when it is true love it's as easy as ABC! ..but it's hard as hell to forget or to let go! .. there are some complications as well because love can make you do things which you never even dreamt of and love may also get you blind. In that particular moment of blindness is the most important moment where you must have your eyes wide open to see clearly what you're doing! Love can also be hurtful if you are sharing it uncontrollably or with the wrong person. Unfortunately love has got it's own ways how to penetrate into your heart .. and sometime its ways are not the appropriate ways for us.. and that's where we get hurt because we might have been blind or we must have acted before we even thought.

It's such a special feeling and the most powerful energy in the universe .. So I's day use it wisely and control it within limits .. When the moment is right it will show you by itself when to act :)  Don't miss any special moment in life because you'll never know when it will come back again!

Lots of love ..